feb. | prose series

how fitting

that I think about this time

and reflect on where I was Feb, last year

some would say I was happy

some would say I was coping

but I say I was a mixture of both

how funny

to look back and think about where I was

and to think about now

and where I am

stronger? yes

wiser? definitely

lost? debatable

cycles are an interesting thing

the ebbs and flows of reality

intimate experiences often never recur,

but are often replicated to its best abilities

stimulation of the brain and of the psyche

provoke a spiral of thoughts

and over-reaction

usually good, but sometimes overbearing

to dwell on the past is part of it,

but beware not to linger too long

for progress can never be made that way

learn from it

grow from it

become who are you meant to be

from it